eternal document:
an experiment in documentation and recording, stream of consciousness, expansion, killing the rot, and personal philosophy. forming engrams from minute moments every day.

eternal document pages 1 - 25 on the wall, 01.20.2026
01.20.2026 I just printed out the first 19 pages of this document and put them at 4 pages to a single page, printed on tracing paper, the good kind that is extremely smooth. This makes the ink very sensitive as it comes out of the printer. I have already reprinted twice after smudging some but then I remembered this is technically a draft of the project. It is hard to put into words, a lot of this writing feels straightforward and a little detached. I think a lot of what I have been writing about and typing on has been stream of consciousness leaning towards annoyance and with a flat affect. I want to make my words right now as strong as I can in the way of happiness.

the last sunset of 2025 shot on my macbook air in plant city, florida

There is a beautiful sunset tonight me and mom went out and took a bunch of photos for ourselves. One side of the sky is glowing neon orange into a fuschia and blue and the other side is clouded in light pink and purples, as the sun goes deeper it gets lighter and fades out that side of the yard. When there are clouds the sunset is always the best. They are the necessary projection boards that make the color invasive. The sky here turns the color of the colored pencils that always look so unnatural. I went out to look at it for longer because I realized that the photos never do it justice. I just tried to take a picture with the macbook and it is very washed out.

video log 001 02.08.2026 2:48 PM in bed eating yogurt, grape nuts, chia seeds, and drinking coffee